I love being happy. :] Life has been so amazing.
Once I decided to be happy, and be happy with just me, things did a one eighty. it's so great.

I'm so thankful for everyone telling me to just be happy with myself. It has helped so immensely. :]

Thanksgiving has been so amazing so far.

picked up gramma and she told me about the flirt in her apartment complex. haha.
Delicious food (made with love of course)
Aunt and uncle and Cousin came over
chatted about the norm,
then I forced them to play Apples to Apples.
and they LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVED it.
we were laughing so hard. it felt soooo nice :]


waiting for my favorite couple and baby to get home so I can go chill with them :]
Then Crazy Black Friday early in the morning
Im so excited.


Live Love.

As I'm sitting here waiting to go to my new favorite people's house and thinking about why he's probably not coming with me I wonder to myself, "if he's not willing to try to give me what I want, does he deserve my time and energey?" and thinking clearly the answer is no.
Ive always been a strong believer in "if someone wants to be with you they will make it work no matter what" but are my feelings, attitude, and over all well being worth trying to make him happy? Thats a definite no.
After my biggest break up not too long again I realized i needed to be more than content, I need to be completely happy. I know ill have bad days regardless, but when being upset is consuming me more than being happy, something is wrong. And I know now that it's relying on other people to make me happy.
Every morning I need to smile that I woke up this morning. be happy and sprinkle a little happiness in my breakfast.
In wardly thoughts will show on the outside. :]
Constantly thinking that my life is great and could only get better from where I am. I can not stand being so upset any more. smiling is all Im going to do any more :] yay